Monday, June 29, 2009
♥ a new york life
it's kinda hard on my body? like legit i ate half burger and i felt sick. i think it might be the grease they use hereee?
idkk.
but it doesn't feel like i actually live here.
i can't really grasp the fact it's no more canada for me.
i basically lived there my whole life.
my homeland feels extremely strange to me :(
like everywhere i turn i see fat people? LOL
its like that movie where the kid is all "i see dead people"
all i see is fat people. its SUPER CREEPY.
at target..? like 5 women walkedd out and a man. they were all fat. in canada it's like SUPER SKINNY PEOPLE EVERYWHERE.
ughhhhh. i get so disgustedd.
what if i turn out FAT? :|||||cause if they did i probably will.
which is mega creepy.
and gross.
yuck yuck yuck.
i'm going to lose a lot more weight though.
i'm not working at timmies. so thats like donuts/timbits/bagel/muffin loss in my tummy.
i gained like legit 10 pounds working at tims.
i've already lost five.
i've only been done work for 3 days.
except i started losing before it. but still.
i think ima create a resume todayyy.
then list places i'd like to work at
and what i need to do this summerrr.
tralalala.
i just feel like you could so SO much better.
honestly :(.
idkkkk.
i keep feeling like you're super unhappy.
:(
and if we meet, you'll judge me on my eyes and whatever else there is wrong with me.
:(........
then ditch me.
literally.
my eyes are fuckeddd.
-_-.
idkk.
but it doesn't feel like i actually live here.
i can't really grasp the fact it's no more canada for me.
i basically lived there my whole life.
my homeland feels extremely strange to me :(
like everywhere i turn i see fat people? LOL
its like that movie where the kid is all "i see dead people"
all i see is fat people. its SUPER CREEPY.
at target..? like 5 women walkedd out and a man. they were all fat. in canada it's like SUPER SKINNY PEOPLE EVERYWHERE.
ughhhhh. i get so disgustedd.
what if i turn out FAT? :|||||cause if they did i probably will.
which is mega creepy.
and gross.
yuck yuck yuck.
i'm going to lose a lot more weight though.
i'm not working at timmies. so thats like donuts/timbits/bagel/muffin loss in my tummy.
i gained like legit 10 pounds working at tims.
i've already lost five.
i've only been done work for 3 days.
except i started losing before it. but still.
i think ima create a resume todayyy.
then list places i'd like to work at
and what i need to do this summerrr.
tralalala.
i just feel like you could so SO much better.
honestly :(.
idkkkk.
i keep feeling like you're super unhappy.
:(
and if we meet, you'll judge me on my eyes and whatever else there is wrong with me.
:(........
then ditch me.
literally.
my eyes are fuckeddd.
-_-.
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