Wednesday, July 8, 2009
♥ hmmm.
i'm kind of confused.
you don't think i'm listening to your warnings and stuff.
but i really am.
i just think that it kind of is normal.
'cause i can't be the only one who weighs herself everyday.
baha.
it's a SLIGHT obsession, yes i do admit.
but i'm a girl.
in canada, who ever is 130+ is fat, i don't care if you're from usa.
like 4/5 of the population is overweight.
in canada, at least ontario. A LOT of people are under 130, and those who aren't call themselves fat.
yes, they truly do.
and that's great your friends are over 130.
however mine were not.
everyone is like "you're a twig, you must weigh 120, you're the skinniest out of all of us".
everyone was in the 20's. i was 131? LOL? i'm the "skinniest" yet i weighed the most?
yeaaah, right.
mandy had the biggest thighs, and she's only 125. and by big thighs i mean like thunder basically.
we grew up in different societies, basically.
gr 8/9 - start 115- end 120
gr 10 - start 120-123.5 - end 130.
gr 11 - start 129-131.5 - end 129.
so like.
i've gained weight.
yeah.
i really have.
and yeah, i know thats "nothing"
but it's something to me.
weighing myself everyday, is a girl thing.
yes.
i tried two weeks, i lasted like 2.5 days.
and yeah, i know you're disappointed in me.
i would be too.
i tried.
i'm not telling you anymore.
because i know i can't do two weeks without weighing myself.
thats fucking psychotic.
and i'm tired of you lecturing me.
i fail, whatever.
i don't want you to keep being disappointed in me.
you don't think i'm listening to your warnings and stuff.
but i really am.
i just think that it kind of is normal.
'cause i can't be the only one who weighs herself everyday.
baha.
it's a SLIGHT obsession, yes i do admit.
but i'm a girl.
in canada, who ever is 130+ is fat, i don't care if you're from usa.
like 4/5 of the population is overweight.
in canada, at least ontario. A LOT of people are under 130, and those who aren't call themselves fat.
yes, they truly do.
and that's great your friends are over 130.
however mine were not.
everyone is like "you're a twig, you must weigh 120, you're the skinniest out of all of us".
everyone was in the 20's. i was 131? LOL? i'm the "skinniest" yet i weighed the most?
yeaaah, right.
mandy had the biggest thighs, and she's only 125. and by big thighs i mean like thunder basically.
we grew up in different societies, basically.
gr 8/9 - start 115- end 120
gr 10 - start 120-123.5 - end 130.
gr 11 - start 129-131.5 - end 129.
so like.
i've gained weight.
yeah.
i really have.
and yeah, i know thats "nothing"
but it's something to me.
weighing myself everyday, is a girl thing.
yes.
i tried two weeks, i lasted like 2.5 days.
and yeah, i know you're disappointed in me.
i would be too.
i tried.
i'm not telling you anymore.
because i know i can't do two weeks without weighing myself.
thats fucking psychotic.
and i'm tired of you lecturing me.
i fail, whatever.
i don't want you to keep being disappointed in me.
4:30 PM
